Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Kallie and Joshua

Hi Y'all! Posted by Hello

Fur Reel

I am making a promise to myself right now.
I will get down to 125 pounds before James' gets back from Korea.
I am tired of looking at all the cute clothes but never buying anything because I refuse to be "one of those women" who pretend they look good in the latest fashions but in all reality give everyone nightmares about the outfits they try to wear.
I have no clothes because I don't want to buy more clothes in a 16. I see those eights in my closet and want desperately to yank them off the hanger and either put them on or throw them away.
No one in my life, aside from James, even knows what I look like thin.
Believe it or not, I'm actually pretty hot. Maybe, if my hair grows out by the time I loose weight I can recapture some of the youth that I tossed away when I got pregnant at 18.